urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy Dick. Dick. 2003-03-29T06:43:23Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:7025 2003-03-29T06:43:23Z 2003-03-29T06:43:23Z Bored<br />Tired<br />I dont want Spring Break to end<br />I hate school<br />Thank God theres less than 2 months<br />No call No email<br />Im worried<br />Maybe I'll go to bed soon, to dream of him..<br />July needs to be here<br />Come home.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:6675 2003-03-20T02:28:55Z 2003-03-20T02:28:55Z I want my boyfriend.. <br /> :'( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:6533 2003-03-18T00:55:30Z 2003-03-18T00:55:30Z Im so cheesy..but so cute. Hahaha. Beach day was soooo much fun. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:6392 2003-02-11T03:38:52Z 2003-02-11T03:38:52Z Well I made the fried ice cream. It came out pretty good for just home made stuff. One scoop is enough of that stuff. I still dont have the other things I put on my 'want list' though..hrmmm :( <br />Today is my dad's birthday. Happy 5-0 dad.<br />I have old parents. I need to make him a card or something. <br />I figured out what I want to do for my B-day..I want to go to Disney World. I think I might just wait til the summer to do that though. That would be such a cute date..hahaha. I really need a car though..someone should give me their POS that they dont need anymore. I really need a damn job though. I dont know how I'll do it though, if I get a job. I'll be so tired from school and everything. Oh man, maybe I'll just be a bum all my life...hah.<br />I miss him :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:6021 2003-02-10T23:16:05Z 2003-02-10T23:16:05Z I want a koala bear.<br />I want Emmanuel.<br />I want fried ice cream.<br />I want to go to Hawaii. <br /><br />So Im considering buying myself Valentine gifts. Does that make me vain..? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:5661 2003-02-09T04:19:59Z 2003-02-09T04:19:59Z Today was fun. <br />Good times with best friends, doing nothing.<br />I love strawberries. I like chocolate covered strawberries.<br />I hate long distance relationships, and I hate my boyfriend's gay job. <br />I will never get into one of these again. <br />Im finally making some money. Yippy.<br />Tomorrow is church. <br />I need sleep.<br />My head hurts. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:5469 2003-02-07T04:00:42Z 2003-02-07T04:00:42Z Blah blah blah..I've managed to still feel like crap. The past week or two has been like hell and back. Im always so bored with everything..I just want to sleep and not wake up for awhile. I try to occupy myself with small things, but they only keep my busy for so long. I want to stay home tomorrow because its senior skip day, but I need to go. I want to try and exempt exams. I should probably just skip all I want and take all my exams anyways. Oh well..we'll see. I've been watching alot of the news lately. I hope we dont go to war. I kind of have a feeling that we probably will, but at the same time I hope we dont. I hate living here. People killing people for stupid reasons. Whatever, thats life I guess. This weekend I dont know what Im doing. I know Im going to church on Sunday, can always count on that. I haven't been since Xmas break I dont think. Eh..Ill post more later. Does anyone read this anyways? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:5247 2003-02-06T04:30:50Z 2003-02-06T04:30:50Z Send me Valentine's. Because you love me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:4960 2003-01-27T03:06:38Z 2003-01-27T03:06:38Z I never post here anymore. I think cause no body reads it. I knew when I changed my Lj name no one would read this anymore, lol. Its otay though. I guess a coule people do. Friday I did nothing, yay. My maggie t-shirt came in the mail, and my little Japanese papers came from that chick in Hong Kong. So that was cool. Eman called me Saturday morning, I was happy :) Made my day. I threw up that morning too..so the rest of the day I just layed in bed and watched drug dealers get busted, the best Hotels in the US and Florida, I learned how to make marshmellows, marshmellow lollipops and cotton candy..yummm. I also watched some excercise work out thingy. I am going to start excericising again, and alot more. Im not happy with my body. Today (Sunday) I didnt go to church. But my mom and I went to some thrift stores. I got a bunch of Designer make up bags that Im going to resell. I went to the craft store and got a few things. Im going to make Eman something cute for V-Day and send it to him. I also got some cute Hello Kitty Valentines from WalMart. Tomorrow is school..bummmmmmmeerrrrrrr. I have a book report due Wednesday and Ive only read 12 pages of the book, and forgot to bring the book home this weekend. Ooopsies. Im not worried though. We're doing a bunch of FCAT shhhhhhhh. I hate FCAT. Im doing really well in English though. I hope I make a 3.0 or higher again. That would be nice. Ugh, Im so bored. I need to update stuff on the site. I wanna go to International again soon. But I should make more money before I try to spend more there. And these stupid people on Ebay keep outbidding me on these cute shirts that I want. Grr. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:4846 2003-01-19T04:16:36Z 2003-01-19T04:16:36Z Yayy. Eman called me twice from Germany today :) Im happy we can talk for free, that is awesome :) I hope we will still be able to once he gets to where hes supposed to be. Anywho. I am going to be a teeth model. Hahhaha. JUst kidding. That was gay. I went to the ortho today. He said my bottom teeth were fine, my top ones are just the ones that mainly need to be worked on. He said I have to have 2 teeth pulled though :( I am going to get these light gold braces. I dont like the ugly metal ones. My mom is going to look around at other places though. I hope we go back there, those people seem like they'd do a good job, theyre friendly too. I went to the craft store today. I got a few small things. I got cute googly eyes, those things are so cute. Hehehe. Mom and I went to Village Inn for breakfast/lunch. I had a yummy waffle. Ive been wanting one for awhile now. It was good. I am feelin kinda lonely. It stinks. I havent cried or anything yet, but its only been one day and it feels like its been a week. I hope the rest of the time hes gone, it doesnt feel like this :( I hope it goes by quick. We'll have so much fun when we see each other again. Tomorrow or Monday I am definitly going to try and call around for a job. I need one badly. I want to get a cell phone. I want to work at a resturant, but Im sure most places wont hire til 16. I am almost 16 though, just 2 more months. I dont know what I want to do for my bday. I probably wont do anything great..prolly just hang out with friends. We'll see. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:4577 2003-01-18T15:33:24Z 2003-01-18T15:33:24Z I go to the ortho in like..an hour. Yippy skippy =\ After that I might go to the craft store. Then home I guess, nothing else to do. Another boring day at home =( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:3909 2003-01-08T21:55:26Z 2003-01-08T21:55:26Z Im a freaking moron. Kill me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:3269 2003-01-01T04:02:12Z 2003-01-01T04:02:12Z Happy New Year Ashley... (you better write it in your Lj too!)<br /><br />..And everyone else! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:2856 2002-12-27T19:51:28Z 2002-12-27T19:51:28Z I only took a few with my digi. Shoulda taken more =(<br /><br /><img src="http://link.freepichosting.com/image.cgi/15332/0.jpg"><br /><br /><img src="http://link.freepichosting.com/image.cgi/15332/1.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:2691 2002-12-26T04:42:57Z 2002-12-26T04:42:57Z For anyone who I havent talked to, and wants to know how the thing with Eman and I went..it was fun! It was so awesome, I always have the best time with him. It was weird for the first hour or so..I just didnt like my mom being there, I couldnt be myself. He looked so adorable though, he was all dressed up in his 'customize armani suit' ahahha. It was cute, I hope I got pics of it. Anyways, we were downtown and we went to some crappy breakfast place. After we got breakfast we walked down to the Pier and looked around in all the shops. We took pics on the top of the pier..yayy I hope those turned out good. After all that we were gunna go to a museum jus to kill time or whatevr, but we decided to go to the mall and shopping. So him and I were left for the rest of the day to hang out while my mom went shopping and did whatever. We went to borders and looked at books and magazines for a little bit, then looked around in some other shops in the mall. Then we went to Toys R Us, left there and chilled at his room for a little bit. By the end of the night we went downtown got some pizza at this yummy pizza place. Oh my gosh..it was so funny, we got a show right out side the door. Some guys were fighting..this guy hit this other guy and then took off running. Then he came back and he was yelling to the people in the pizza place "CALL 911!! CALL 911!! IM PRESSING CHARGES!! HE HIT ME IN THE FACE!! CALL 911!!" hahaa..so then he hits the guy that hit him I guess and took off running, then he came back again. The guy freaking kicked in some guys car windows!! Hahahah, then took off running down the street again, and had like 4 guys chasing him. They finally caught him and waited for the place..oh my goodness..I never would have though I'd see something like that downtown on a Monday night hahaha. Anyways, then we went to go see Die Another Day, that movie kinda sucked. I watched about a half hour of it then stretched across his lap and the two chairs next to us and tried to go to sleep. We ended up leaving early cause he wanted to check out of the hotel room so he could leave that night. We went back to the room, I packed his stuff up for him and we left. Met my mom at Wal*Mart, we exchanged gifts while we were waiting for her. He got me a really pretty ring that I &lt;333, a cute bracelet and a cute little stuffed puppy. And that was the end of the night =(((((((((((( But I am seeing him tomorrow (thursday) so I guess it will be okay, we just wont have alot of time together =( Anyways, Tuesday we celebrated Xmas Eve with the fam. I went to my dads for a lil while saw my bro and my gma, opened pressies. I got money, a stereo from my bro, and some jewlry. Then I went to my aunts to celebrate with the rest of the family, I got mostly money and my aunt gave me some more make up. I got home, opened my moms gifts. She gave me money, a necklace, some cute Pj's, some lip gloss, and some shower stuff. I suppose it was alright, over all. I just dont look forward to it so much anymore. I could really even careless to get presents. I wanted to go look at xmas lights with Eman, but maybe we will tomorrow. Friday is girls night out. Sat I dont know what Im doing..maybe going to International Plaza if I can get someone to take me. Sunday is Church, and maybe I'll go see my bro either Sat or Sun. I made a new icon..we're so cute. Hahahaha.<br /><br />The end. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:2411 2002-12-20T02:41:46Z 2002-12-20T02:41:46Z NFG I asked..and she said she'd think about it. I hope she says yes, I need to see him. <br /><br />Umm..yeah, Im bored as heck. I can only look forward to another 4 hours of the internet, and doing nothing tomorrow. I suck. I wish I had a life. I dont know..Ive become so jaded, I hate it.<br /><br />I am happy exams are finally over. I probably did did alright on them. I might have done poorly on world history because I guessed & checked, then I Christmas tree'd a good 50-60% of it. But thats okay, I will pass the semester even if I would have done poorly on all the exams. Half way through the school year..Yay. Maybe this wont be so bad.<br /><br />I have like $26, and a bunch of people to buy xmas presents for. Yeah..that sucks too. I want to go see Lord of The Rings, it doesn't look as good as the first one, but it probably is :D <br /><br />Ummmm..Ashley and Dannielle, I have no idea what you guys want for xmas, so give me some ideas cause I am completely lost. K thnx.<br /><br />I need to do some shopping like mad crazy, but I am going to try and save any x-mas money I get for a car. I found yet ANOTHER Honda CRX for sale by my house. This one is black. I want the red one because red is just a better color than black, plus the red one is a better looking model. Ugh, If only I had the money I'd probably buy it in a heartbeat..they're so cute! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:1272 2002-12-18T01:54:01Z 2002-12-18T01:54:01Z I should just roll over and die or something. I need to take like 29874937498273471823797492394738 sleeping pills or something.<br /><br />Theres no way I will stay focused tomorrow during exams. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:delayedxfantasy:406 2002-12-17T01:59:37Z 2002-12-17T01:59:37Z My new Lj. Its going to be friends only this time, so comment if you want me to add you, if I havent already.